it's mine, not yours

okay sekarang dah january 2011.. aku dah sign up British Council.. yeay ! even aku class Intermediate D, tak sama dgn sarah & lynn, tapi i’ll try to fit myself in.. =)  amali & theory for driving license on pertengahan january.. sekarang slim world pun, mcm ikot tak ikut je diet.. hehe asyik kekal berat je.. okay, that’s a few updates from me.. well, mandarin class memang susah cari.. memang bangsat.. bye

yeaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh !

SPM IS OVER!!!

like seriously, dont ever mention about it after this, just wait for the result & ready to gear up to AMERICAAAAA !!!

okay that’s too much bullshit.. tu pun kalau dapat JPA / scholarship la kan.. takpe, doa banyak-banyak..

memandangkan aku tak tuition then compete dgn mereka2 yg tuition then compete lagi dgn org yg dpt soalan bocor then compete lagi dgn org yg snang dpt scholarship sbb ada orang dalam, then guess what? I DONT GIVE A SHIT ! aku yakin pada rezeki Allah bagi, kalau dapat, dapatlah, kalau tak, it’s okay, move on..

1st thing aku buat lpas SPM,

- CITITEL ! like seriously aku perlu rehat sepuasa-puasnya. !

2nd, slim world, 3rd, driving license, 4th, okay graduation day pun nk masuk gak dlm list ke? , 5th, mandarin classssss ! seriously, mmg tringin gile nk masuk english (to improve my speaking skills), & mandarin.. mmg teruja dpt cakap dlm plbagai bahasa. =)

apa lagi ? ala minor things, like apply UPU, mani-pedi, shopping, but i’m officially broke lpas tidur hotel, lpas slim world lpas license and on and on and on..

plus, tak balas dendam untuk antm marathon pun lagi ! whatever it is, i’m going to enjoy myself to the max this so called 3 months holiday !

guess what? i got 9A’s for my SPM trial !

alhamdulillah.. segala pujian hanya untuk Allah.. aku tak pernah kot dapat 9A sejak form 4.. paling tinggi pun dapat 8A.. alhamdulillah.. aku harap dapat kekalkan sampai SPM.. yang B tu biology.. ya Allah, harap2 ada miracle untuk biology & i’ll get 10A’s for SPM.. amin

i wanna scream as loud as i can & i wanna jump all around like crazy when i knew that i got 81% FOR ADD MATHS !!!!

it’s ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS OKAY !!! i was so happy bcause the previous exam, i got C+, but praise be to God, i got an A for add maths this time..

this was like, prayers has been answered.. thank God..

plus, i got the highest mark for history paper 1, - 31/40.. alhamdulillah..

& i got 30/50 for biology’s paper 1 too.. alhamdulillah..

i cant wait to get the full result, bcause i got a good instinct..

okay i dont wanna be over-confident, & sorta, but just wait and see.. Allah itu maha mendengar.. insyaAllah, Dia akan makbulkan doa hamba-hambaNYA.. =)

tomorrow, i’m going to shop with safwan.. but i’m totally in dilemma..

i have about RM900 to spend, but i’m not so sure what i’m going to buy..

i have two choices..

first, i wanna buy a trench coat.. mind bridge trench coat actually.. it’s black & look so classy & high-fashioned.. it actually looks better than Zara trench coat that i bought a few months ago.. the price is RM 600..

second, should i add on my Armani & Zara’s collections.. besides, i already have a trench coat, and i live in MALAYSIA, so why should i have a bunch of trench coat that i don’t even know when i’m going to wear it.. except for an event.. plus, SPM is so near, so what kind of event that i wanna attend right?

so i guess, i got the answer..

i love it when i write & think at the same time.. it always works to solve my problem.. HAHA night then

i wanna be a rebel, i wanna be wild, i wanna be spontaneous, i wanna do crazy stuffs, i wanna be free, i dont care what people says, i want be intelligent but at the same time, fashionable & maybe fashion icon for fat people.. haha just in your dream wawan..

i think someone feel threatened by me in facebook, i dont know why.. but before this, this particular person use another profile picture.. but after a few of my photos showed from top to bottom, this particular person also does the same thing & i dont know, maybe its just my feeling..

oh, i’ve came over a lot of this kind of experience when i think people are threatened by me, but my friends thought i was so full about myself.. well, go to hell..

i trust my instinct..

well, SPM is like… errr, 2 months from now??? and i was like, “i dont give a damn.. all i want is to finish my school & be a rebel.. ” okay wtf with the rebel thingy..

i hope i can do the best.. i have this kind of attitude, that i think i have well-prepared, but actually my preparation is like 20% of it supposed to be..

i keep procrastinanting revising & i keep watching TV & online-ing.. u would never believe how much time i spent in a day, just in front of this laptop.. HAHA

like i dont have any better things to do right.. thats why, i hope i can turn to be 18 as soon as possible, so that i can have a car & go lepak-ing with my SOCIAL friends..

i dont know why, but i think my friends are too lame, because they cant hang out at night, while i think, u’re 17 & u’re big enough to break the rules & sneak out & have a good time with your friend.. have a life man.. life is not just obey the rules.. =)

thats why, i hope i will end up to be one of IPTS student, because i think IPTA is so kampung & they dont know how to socialize..

if they know, maybe in the lamest way.. oh wait, ada ke prkataan lamest? haha i dont give a shit.. i’m a little bit cuckoo & i think i should stop right here..

see u then, private journal =)